Month: November 2014

Brought this digital piano Roland model F130R at 1.8K Singapore Dollars, as just move in to another resale flat even my bedroom are bigger and spacious, the upright grand is too noisy so sold off half price back to shop deduct another $300 not buying another piano from them. Time to reduce some loan and credit card and line as owned too much. I not staying in corner of the flat where impact is lesser as right side is a empty flat, but in center corridor where left and right have neighbor staying bedroom windows facing corridor.

The performance is very close to normal upright piano even the same with normal headphone put on with it own 3D sound only for piano sound. Can hook up to Ipad to download free software to manage some function and build in music sheet in the digital piano. The feel and touch is still good even I have played upright piano for more than three years. Touch is adjusted to little heavy feel like a piano according to piano teacher she tried. But higher grade can be use no so good to a grand upright or even concert grand. But it had too many advantages over it. I started by ABRSM Grade 5 piano lessons practical only as I passed some years ago my grade 5 and grade 6 theory ABRSM.

Last month I asked the psychiatrist three questions in follow up appointment for 15 minutes. First question were from the church, they encourage me to slowly pray a lot, slowly exercise in phyiscal then I will be healed to give God an testimony. They believe that if I on medication I am sick seriously that why I need it to recover from illness through God help strenght as doctors may not do that well. So I asking her what is the medical point of view in regard to church point of view as is this a false teaching of God’s word as they do not read to understand well of the faith?

Her reply was in the early days about the church view, there is not much medical technology hence access to doctor so they seek God. Now things are improving and doctor are easily accessable as well as medical treatment too so she might stated that this is the church view in early days and may not apply to nowadays overall context at today living on the church view. I also told her I believe in long lasting life and active lifestyle even I on medication now I still live better than those without medical treatment like die early due to illness.

Second question I ask her is about the family planning if there is problem will I be blame for taking so many medication in the long run causing it. She said man had no effect at all due to they are not carrying the baby unlike lady as sperm is well protected.

Third question is how long should I have a relationship with a girl to disclose that I have an mental illness. If I disclose too early, the relationship is very hard to continue as she do not know me well. If I disclose if I have a long relationship afraid she might feel cheap too much too long. So she said this is difficult to answer as there is no direct answer so best to get to know her first.